I hate being sick. That's just the bottomline.
There's so much that I want to work on, but I just don't feel like it. I'm supposed to be redoing my site, but I can't get around to the coding...or even thinking up how I want to do it!

I'm finally caught up on my messages. DA was messing it all up for a while and some were probably deleted, so I'm very sorry if I never responded to your messages or comments!

In other news, I am working on another piece...this time, it comes with a tutorial/making of! It's time consuming for me since I've never done it before, but I'm giving it a shot.

I saw DevilDriver in concert and all I got was a lousy bruise! The show was awesome, about 6 or so bands playing live. For the review, how I got my bruise and the horrible things that happened to my friends, check out my MySpace Blog .

I think that's it...yeah.

I've seen some amazing young talent here! I'd like to feature some and let the world know that the minors of DA aren't just about bad fanart and MS Paint! (If you know someone under 18 with incredible talent, let me know so I can keep featuring them! )

So, you've probably found your way here via . This is step one, are you ready? I'm giving you a bit of a challenge. You'll have to sort through the internet, with the help of my clues, to find where I've hidden the wonderful stock Easter Egg.
It will take a clever mind to sort through some of the stuff my little jumbled mind has sorted out.
Before you begin, remember: The name is always the same...*winks*

Your first clue:
I have a darling little pet, his name is Blix_Ixi. Is so sweet and blue. Together, we've won a few trophies and played many a game. Unlike most pets that you can cuddle with, my dear Ixi--why!--he's merely a few pixels.
If you can find where we play, often in the Haunted Woods, you just look up my pet and he will tell you the rest.

I've seen some amazing young talent here! I'd like to feature some and let the world know that the minors of DA aren't just about bad fanart and MS Paint! (If you know someone under 18 with incredible talent, let me know so I can keep featuring them! )

I've just learned today that was taken from us in a tragic accident. She and her talent will be missed...

I've seen some amazing young talent here! I'd like to feature some and let the world know that the minors of DA aren't just about bad fanart and MS Paint! (If you know someone under 18 with incredible talent, let me know so I can keep featuring them! )

Hello, everyone!
I'm feeling reat today and here's why:
Yesterday, I had my first bondage/fetish shoot! It was incredible!
I was terrified at first...more like on the way there. I was concerned about my weight and my looks, only to find out that my fears were--just that--my fears.
Some funny parts of the shoot was having my hands tied behind my back: I knew my hands were going numb, but I wanted her to keep filming. I panicked after she untied my because I could not feel my arms and when I moved one hand, it just rolled! *lol*

So, I learned a lot about myself and my capability through facingg my fears and self-doubt and just goingg for it.

Since then, I'll have another small job in a indie film come April or May and I'm still out looking for other work similar to this field.

I don't know about anyone else, but I can't wait to see my shots.

Thank you for everyone who responded to my last journal. Really, I can't thank any of you enough! You helped me get over something that's been bothering me for so long.

I've seen some amazing young talent here! I'd like to feature some and let the world know that the minors of DA aren't just about bad fanart and MS Paint! (If you know someone under 18 with incredible talent, let me know so I can keep featuring them! )

For some time now, I have always wanted to model. Not that "high class" runway crap, but fetish modeling.
My biggest problem is my body. I think I'm too fat. I have had kids, so that can tell you what other state my body is in! *lol*
However, I've been told that I'm beautiful. I don't get it.
I've taken pictures of myself to manipulate, only to erase them because I think I look grotesque. It's to the point where I can't tell if what I see in the mirror is what is real or only how I see myself.

So, here come my questions:
1. For nude stock models and big girls: How do you have so much confidence in your bodies? When I look at all of you, I'm simply wowed by your courage.
2. For anyone else that reads who may be into fetish photography, or is simply a fan of it: Does size matter? Do you prefer your models on the thin side or do you yearn for variety?

This could really help me, so please respond!

I've seen some amazing young talent here! I'd like to feature some and let the world know that the minors of DA aren't just about bad fanart and MS Paint! (If you know someone under 18 with incredible talent, let me know so I can keep featuring them! )